Breaking my heart again
I broke my heart recently, and when looking for a friend to talk to, God moves His hand and connect me with another broken-hearted girl.
She has just canceled her wedding lack of approval from the man's parents. Sounds familiar isn't?
Then a few days later, my friend just told me about his past relationship with a man who she found out recently is actually a husband with 2 kids for another woman. Such a jerk!
And my other friend just broke up with his long-term boyfriend due to a different faith. Even after all this year, and a lot of support from their family, there is nothing she can do to reducing his man ego.
I don't know, maybe this is how God react and said, "hey babe, you are not alone."
But what am I suppose to do, then?
After massive heartbreak and painful recovery, I could finally fall in love with somebody else just to end up in mess (again).
I spend a lot of time talking with these girls, and I feel better, but still can't feel okay like I used to. So I write this, just to tell you how sucks my life right now.
I don't wanna revenge, it's not my job. Hate? Nah! How can you live a happy life when your heart is full of shits?
I just want to live happily, and if I can't be that happy, at least I wanna feel fine.
Maybe love isn't for me right now.
Or my life just sucks.
I don't wanna revenge, it's not my job. Hate? Nah! How can you live a happy life when your heart is full of shits?
I just want to live happily, and if I can't be that happy, at least I wanna feel fine.
Maybe love isn't for me right now.
Or my life just sucks.
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