The Cungpret lyfe

Aku tidak perlu alasan untuk mencintaimu. Bagiku konyol sekali. Jika alasan itu raib dari muka bumi, akankah kamu masih mencintai? Atau kamu kehilangan selera lantas hengkang dan pergi mencari alasan baru untuk mencintai orang lain? Jika cinta datang tiba- tiba, bagaimana kamu bisa mengantisipasi perasaan itu? Bagaimana logikamu beradu dengan perasaan tak menentu? Itulah mengapa, kamu tidak bisa berhenti mencintai seseorang begitu saja hanya karena keadaan memaksamu. Kamu akan kesakitan sepanjang waktu, atau jika luka itu telah mengering, kamu akan mengingatnya sewaktu- waktu, mengandai dia berada di sampingmu. Berharap dia masih memelukmu Mengagumi setiap kelemahan dan kekuranganmu. Kamu tidak perlu alasan untuk mencintai, kamu hanya perlu alasan untuk pergi.

I broke my heart recently, and when looking for a friend to talk to, God moves His hand and connect me with another broken-hearted girl.  She has just canceled her wedding lack of approval from the man's parents. Sounds familiar isn't? Then a few days later, my friend just told me about his past relationship with a man who she found out recently is actually a husband with 2 kids for another woman. Such a jerk! And my other friend just broke up with his long-term boyfriend due to a different faith. Even after all this year, and a lot of support from their family, there is nothing she can do to reducing his man ego. I don't know, maybe this is how God react and said, "hey babe, you are not alone." But what am I suppose to do, then? After massive heartbreak and painful recovery, I could finally fall in love with somebody else just to end up in mess (again). I spend a lot of time talking with these girls, and I feel better, but still can't feel okay li...