i wish you could listen to me

We're fight again..
and today i realize, i want someone to treat me better
Someone who understand how to treat a lady
who apologize whenever he should be sorry
who act as gentleman whatever the situation is
a real gentleman who won't asking to take me home
and feel worry when i'm not around
a gentleman who love me more than his ego
someone who understand when i have a trouble to go to sleep
who talk smoothly when i'm upset
and trying to comfort when i'm afraid
i've tried to be positive of whatever you do
whatever you say, and everything that you never did
right now i feel exhausted to always feel positive

back then, i always think..
that is who you are
i have to accept for everything you are
that you will change, somehow
and love will lead you to be a good guy
but maybe now,
maybe this is the edge of my acceptance
an acceptance that i always try to gave you
for everything you do,
whatever you are,
whatever it takes,
but everytime you have cry me out
or when you shut me down
or left me breathless with broken words
the tears i have everytime you yell at me,
lately...
makes me realize
i can't do this any longer