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Jawaban semua doa

 Kadang ya gitu ya cara Tuhan memberi tahu segala rencananya.  "I have better plan for you" Indeed He had.  Dalam waktu-Nya Dengan cara-Nya Tepat menurut-Nya mungkin nggak selalu seperti yang kita sangka ataupun mau.  Ternyata gue ga harus menyebrangi pulau untuk berkembang.  Ternyata gue nggak harus pergi keluar untuk memulai hidup baru.  Jawaban doa antara doa mama atau gue, ya ini.  Bismillah semoga semuanya menjadi jelas 

Muted grief

I remember losing one by one, people who I loved.  I remember crying until I  fall asleep and hoping it's just a dream People die, people left, people gone. And all those memories remain to make you great and bitter Making you strong enough to carry on Moving forward with the grief that life gave you As you grow old, you've seen people carry that weight And when you see the mirror, you saw that weight on your shoulder When bad things happen you still cry but you moved on When life knocked you down, you get up and realized it's just life Your grief becomes muted You didn't talk about it, too much Because others had the same grief And you don't have to tell the world about your broken heart As they only said, "moved on" But in your grief you realized there's wound that never heal There's heart that can not be repaired There's relationship that can not be change And that's okay It's life, and you've just got to live with it.