The Cungpret lyfe

Her performance on MTV VMA 2019 is  LEGENDARY! Good as hell is my thing right now. Here's the lyric. I know you could find it on google, but i can't help it bro. I freakin love it  I do my hair toss Check my nails Baby how you feelin'? Feeling good as hell Hair toss Check my nails Baby how you feelin'? Feeling good as hell Woo child, tired of the bullshit Go on dust your shoulders off, keep it moving Yes Lord, tryna get some new shit In there, swimwear, going to the pool shit Come now, come dry your eyes You know you a star, you can touch the sky I know that it's hard but you have to try If you need advice, let me simplify If he don't love you anymore Just walk your fine ass out the door I do my hair toss Check my nails Baby how you feelin'? Feeling good as hell Hair toss Check my nails Baby how you feelin'? Feeling good as hell Feeling good as hell Baby how you feelin'? Feeling good as hell Woo girl, need to kick off ...

"If you go through life without connecting to people," Tom asked the reporter, "how much could you call that a life?"- What a pretty words~

Travelling places I ain't seen you in ages But I hope you come back to me My mind's running wild with you faraway I still think of you a hundred times a day

Kata itu terlontar dari seseorang kepada saya, setelah sebelumnya dia bilang mau saya sama anaknya, syukur bisa mengubah anaknya yang hidupnya nyaman terus. Di bawahnya dia bilang, bahwa kodrat saya bukan untuk jadi wanita karir, katanya, saya harus jadi pelayan suami dan anak- anak. Lah gimana yak, kontradiktif. Maksudnya baik, saya tahu... Tapi, saya memutuskan untuk mengakhirinya karena hidup kami bagai langit dan bumi. Saya tangguh karena terbentuk keadaan. Anak ini, yah, well, mungkin hidupnya sangat nyaman, hingga kami ga bisa paham satu sama lain, dan saya maklum. Kadang saya mikir, ada orang muncul entah dari mana dan dikte saya harus jadi apa. Like, permisi om, tante, sodara- sodara sekalian, ini hidup punya saya, saya punya hak absolut untuk memutuskan apa yang mau saya lakukan.  By the way, "pelayan" itu kaya mau cari embak yah? Kalau cari yang kaya begitu, jujur saya ga pinter bebenah, jahit, masak, dan lain sebagainya. Papa saya ga pernah mau saya belajar ...

Kenapa terburu? Siapa yang memburumu? Apakah kamu mati jika tidak melakukannya? Tidak bisakah kamu diam sejenak dan berpikir dalam sebelum bertindak? Nanti kamu menyesal karena terburu waktu yang memang meminta kamu untuk diam Sementara mungkin seumur hidup kamu akan menyesali keputusan itu

I can't even bloom the sparks I can't even taste the sweet of life A glances that meant something more Or just a casual gaze So why so hurry?  Can we sip a moment and let the time pass? Because probably we want more Or just no more Why don't you just dance with me And lead me to your arm I probably feel safe Or maybe distress And maybe we can lay in the ground  See the starry night Counting the star  Or just tell me a little secret you had And I'll tell you my story Knowing me, knowing you Before we touch the L of ove Before you leave me Or before we just disappear like a stranger with memory

Aku maafin kamu dengan segala tindakanmu. Aku maafin mama kamu dengan segala prasangka dan tuduhannya. Aku maafin semua yang terjadi. Sudah, berbahagialah.