The Cungpret lyfe

Dear my broken self, I know how hurt it is. I know how much effort and love you've been gave to, but it is over now. So now you can just relax and think about you. Just you. Honey, You lose, and that's okay. How many times life knocked you down and you rise like a sunshine? Believe me... We can do this together. Honey, you through a lot, don't make it harder by adding much anger in your heart. Just let it go. Forgive them. Not because they deserve it, but because you deserve a peace . You will never found a peace if there's so much anger in your heart. Love yourself. You've just gave your whole heart to someone else. It's time to love yourself back. We need this. And we will be fine, if it's not now, then it will, eventually .

" I love you to the moon and back" This is how much i love you. But you don't. Simply just don't. And you left so easily Bring chaos with no remedy. Oh, i miss you everyday Keep my tears falling down Asking God, praying for a heal Or just take all the pain I'm tired of crying I'm tired of trying I'm tired for hoping She should get a trophy for making me so useless and not worthed. She did it sucessfully.

If you were here... i'll tell you everything and i'll cry a lot. I wish you could help me through this all and you hug me when i needed too. I wish you calm me down and tell you were here forever and i don't have to be afraid. I wish you never left Why in the hell is this happen to me? I wish you make it through Or God give you a second chance And make it all right There's too much sorrow to bear I can't hold it much longer I'm sorry i keep calling your name I'm sorry i keep screaming your name in my tears I wish you were here I wish we could share this story I wish, i wish you are still here with me. They broke me until there's nothing left And they keep adding more and more, torture me with their ways. They took what i keep fighting for years And they degrade me, how could they do that? After all i've been through. Why they still do this to me? They crush it. They stole, broke it and never return it back to me. I'm numb. Wh

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I'm not okay Something ripped from my life Someone has leaving me behind Pain that never go away Still burns me everyday

Hey, I hope my heart will MARCH ON through all the facts. Like alay, i would sang the song that might made up my mood. It's gloomy day and i feel so freaking down. This is not a good move to started the new month. March on- Good Charlotte Don't cry Open up your eyes and know There's someone else out there that feels this way I'm singing to you Cause I know what you've been through and now It's not so long ago I felt the same Like soldiers March on If we can make it through the night will see the sun March on, march on I remember summer nights alone Fireflies the only thing we own All we ever dreams of California I remember winters were so cold Hunger was the only thing we know And rock n' roll dreamin' was what saved us Like soldiers March on If we can make it through the night will see the sun March on, march on Till we see the sun Till we see the sun Through the good times, Through the bad times Through the long days Throu

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